I cannot believe that I actually considered stepping down my pills to eventually stop them altogether. I mean, I thought I was capable of living my life and parenting my children sans medical interventions.

Considering the fact that I wanted to slap my daughter til she shut the hell up and then had to hear her affects on my son with his virgin worry, I clearly am out of my mind.

I want to roll up in a ball and go down a drain for the mere silence- so I’m going to go out on a limb and say, what on earth was I thinking?